"Every sin is an attempt to fly from emptyness." - Simone Well So.... for the last week or so, Brother dearest has been straight drinking, partying and smoking up (and probably smoking cigarettes) with all of his …
frustrations Bitch-ass mother fucker. I hate it when my brother doesn't manage his money well... if at all. He is "low on flow" and he won't tell me what he spent it on. I'm the one working full-time hours, try…
doot doot doot.... Wednesday Afternoon Quickies Monday night, karate training, in the middle of basics, I pulled a groin muscle on my right side. Very uncomfortable but it was pretty mild. I've pulled …
( image courtesy of smilesvssmirks ) Of late, I haven't felt the urge to post on Xanga. I wouldn't point fingers but I know the moment it changed and left me slightly bitter for a short period of time. Instead, I'…
Each grain slid down, the forward motion a ticking slide. Passed by and never retracted. Thinking thinking.... With each passing month, my brother mellowed out to the point where I breath easily now. I chalk…
Blended Blinded Bolted Roughly two days ago, my brother received three shipment of the Magic Bullet. It was a special deal online - order one and receive some bonus cups or something akin to that. W…
Despite having a lousy morning and taking out the aggravation build-up on a phone call from my manager Licka (which I will apologize for tomorrow morning when I see her at work), the evening ended well off…
a selection of key beads I bought with the Bead Freak gift certificate Magic J gave me last Christmas Keys. Usually depicted with a lock... a heart-shaped one. A locket maybe. It can be a sign of trust like a hous…
Two Months 'Til I Turn 23 Today is a day of completing and ending things. In about two hours, I have a Final Exam for English. There isn't anything I can quite prepare myself for it besides remembering all the litt…
Progression: "Sticky Bug" (physical challenge) ... for Nicky and Abe. After karate and a long soak in the tub, I felt bruised but still alive. I decided it was too late in the evening for me to do burpees but i…